estrella :- the spanish xtar

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The spanish xtar is not from spain. nor is she spanish. she don't even understand spanish. :p she's asian, a chinese, from an island call Singapore. She loves her family, her dearest bf whom she fondly calls hubby though they are not legally married yet and her career. Have passion in fast cars, music, wine, fashion, make-up, stars, the sea and drizzling weather. She trust no one and only believe in herself. she hates mankind and think they're fake. she dunno why she's on this planet and believe she's from outerspace. she loves to dream and pretend she's away from this ugly planet, away from all the fake people, away from everything she hates. a walking contradiction. meet her. read her story. meet estrella, the spanish xtar. :)
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September 21st, 2003

i wanna get married

Posted by estrella at 10:21 AM on September 21, 2003.

i went to the wedding last night..yes, in black. i tot i'm gonna get a scolding from my parents and was toying with the idea of wearing something else. but surprisingly, i saw them in black too, so i happily go in my black dress.

Uncle S was too tired to drive so we all went in dad's car. it was very embarassing when we reach there. we only know the bride's dad and nobody else. we dont even know how the bride and bridegroom look like and it seems like so many ppl are getting married yesterday at that place. we were like 4 lost mice..wandering around and guessing if we were at the correct place cos we cant locate Uncle J at all. untill i saw the bitch sitting at the reception counter. then i know we are at the right place. she has slimmed down, but still look very young. she saw me. she must be wondering why am i there. from her very puzzled look. lol~

as usual, singaporean wedding NEVER starts on time. 1930. bullshit. we arried at 1930 and most of the people are not there yet. it didnt start till 2100!!! lucky we took some food before we go. The atmosphere and enviroment is ok, nice decorations, interior design, lightings and music. But the food are TERRIBLE. very very very terrible. Call them hotel food. eeeekz!!

i told dad and Uncle S. i guess for most wedding dinners, the couple dunno 70-80% of the guest..who they are, where they are from cos they're usually their parents friends, biz associates and stuffs like that. and most of the guest dunno who the bride and bridegroom are, and how they look like until they show their face. hahaha..my table..all of us dunno who the bride and bridegroom is except the bride is Uncle J's eldest daughter. lol~ oh...luckily, the table we're at yesterday, we know everybody at the table. all biz associates. and they're all very fun and friendly ppl so it makes yesterday night more enjoyable. else..it really suxx. :p

their multimedia show abt the couple's love story is terrible. i can do better than that!! the one i did for my sis's birthday last year can easily beat that multimedia show yesterday. the images are blur, effects are horrible and very badly done. hmmmz...

everytime i attend a wedding and see the couple walking down the aile, a gush of feeling will come to me. i wanna get married. but its just a feeling. I'll not rush into things. I know I'm not matured enuff to get married. I told hubby b4, 10 years later ba...:p and he was like...so old already and his grandfather story goes on and on..hahah..
Currently listening to: Birds's chipping
Currently feeling: awake

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September 19th, 2003

because I'm a girl

Posted by estrella at 11:07 PM on September 19, 2003.

this is a nice song. the mtv is extremely touching. but I'll never want to be like the female lead. i dunwan. too sad. =/

actually, i typed something just now, but i dunno where it went. mayb I've forgotten to save it.

hafta attend a wedding dinner tml. its a last minute kind of thing. not that they're getting married last min. its a last min decision that i hafta go. it's a "family friend"'s daughter's wedding. but i treat him more like a business associate. Let's call him Uncle J. we knew him when we were looking for our present house. he's the property agent, and surprisingly, he's the father of the bitch in my secondary school. bcos of some stuffs, everyone in my class and many other ppl hates that bitch. mayb I'll say more when I'm free. very long story. anyway, we found out Uncle J is her father when he mentioned abt his daughter, and is in the same sec sch as me. so...anyway, the person getting married tml is not tt bitch, but her elder sis. hmmz..whatever. anyway, i dislike Uncle J the moment i know he's the bitch's father. hahaha..too bias? perhaps. really is yuan jia lu zai. and to think we hafta quite alot of business stuffs with him. somemore, u know how insincere they are? they actually mailed the invitation card! Oh my goodness and we only receive it like a few days ago. although Uncle J called us abt 2 weeks ago and ask us to keep tml free though he refused to say for what reason. he never mentioned any wedding or even a hint. and all the while we thought its the opening of his another company. anyway, hafta go cos Uncle S wants me to go in place of his wife. since my dad and mum are going too so..hmmz..perhaps i shld just go and show face. i dun hafta give the angpow $$ anyway.

dunno what to wear. hates last minute thingy. not that i care abt the wedding, but I cant throw my own face, especially if I'm gonna see the bitch tml. think I'll go in my low-cut black dress. simple and elegent. i know we're not suppose to wear black for weddings..but..hmmz..almost all my formal dresses and gowns are black, except one pink long princess-like skirt which i bought for hubby's sis's wedding sometime back. whatever. I'll compensate it with my brown hair and pink anna sui bag. yea!! :p hmmz..so what makeup?

//edit:: i woke up wanting to go for a jog, but i procrastinated and gave myself tons of reason not to go. and thank god i didn't! cos its raining really heavily now. finally a good thing abt procrastination. lol!

everyone seems to be playing with Friendster now. Add me ya? jasmine@estrella.com.sg
Currently listening to: Kiss's Because I'm a girl
Currently feeling: geeky

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September 18th, 2003

I'm tired

Posted by estrella at 09:20 PM on September 18, 2003.

Thanks people for adding me. Have added u guys too. Just bac home from work. been working non-stop from 8+ till just a while ago. my muscles ache. shalln't elaborate. but its very fun. though very very tiring. very very rush. sis's going to penang today on a school trip to draw i-also-dunno-what. she's in architecture. I'm going to let her design my house 1 day.

I think my entries are getting boring. i only tok about work and nothing else it seems.

I need a shower.

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September 17th, 2003

late night work

Posted by estrella at 11:40 PM on September 17, 2003.

just got back from work. yea, need to rush something out to catch the plane tml evening. hafta go bac to the office early tml to continue. if I have a choice, I wont come back. but the workers are so slow. so its useless even if i stayed. a good bath is good to "cure" tiredness temporary.

I realise I'm sort of addicted to this blogging thing. cos its so cute. hahaha...and..hmmz..nice to use..I've used tons of blogging tools before...blogspot, danchan, diary-x, MT, greymatter, hardcoding...but this 1 is nice. I always wanted a livejournal account but never had cos i couldnt find anyone who'll give me a code. oh my..please dont let me get addicted to blogging again. it took me a long time to quit. =/ heh...anyone wanna add me as friends? its feeling kinda lonely here. =p

Anyway, I've set up 2 shared journal. Fast cars & comestics&Makeup. =)
Currently feeling: okay

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Rumours and Gossips

Posted by estrella at 02:36 PM on September 17, 2003.

People dun get "gossiped" for nothing. it's true that people gossip abt anything. but if u hear something about someone or about yourself, then u better think about it. why people say that kind of thing about that person? there must be some truth in it, if not, some misunderstanding. so far, at work, the things I've heard about people are all so true when i meet them. i met Mr-Stingy today. and he's so stingy until...hmmz...he's like an old ah ma...and he even wanted to cheat my $$. i mean, not mine, but my company's. but..he's just too much. if I'm the one who "cheat" his $$, he's sure to cry father cry mother. i simply look down on guys like that. to me, they're just a pile of shit. men should behave like a man, and not like those ah-soh. oh man...BTH..

it's raining very very very heavily outside now. drive carefully ya? Dad is out with Uncle S to discuss some business proposals with Mr Y. I really do hope that they will get this deal. it's a great opporunity for everyone. and I'll get to travel alot between countries. aint that great? i hope i can get hubby to work in this deal too if everything is settle..then we can travel together! :D

Is anyone reading this? if yes, can leave a mark so i noe?

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